GONG #5
I brought sandwiches to Leo's and was anxious to discuss the latest synchronicities with him.
He listened intently and was nodding his head for what seemed to be a little too enthusiastically. After reviewing all of what I could recall from the past few weeks, he stopped me and ran into the other room returning with two books.
Leo had two copies, hard and soft back, of the Crowley Liber 777 “vel Prolegomena Symbolica ad Systemam Sceptico-Mysticae Fundamentum Hieroglyphicum Sanctissimorum Scientae Summae” book and understood completely what I was saying about the tree of life.
Turns out that he learned a technique many years ago. The technique revolved around meditating and emulating tones to sooth and center during meditations. This man who lived in Colorado Springs founded a company named "Infinite Systems Your Solutions"...ISYS. GONG!
I discussed the layout of the numbers and Fibonacci stuff and the code of numbers I found and he brought up his music/color topic. He showed me a book discussing frequency of color and sound and their similarities. He showed me another book which discussed the same topic from a member of the Order. He bought a midi board and an interface to use with his keyboard to put tones into the computer which he would like to program to associate with colors.
I found this amazing because I have wanted for years to build a program to integrate color with music for painting music or scanning images to see how they sound.
We tried to no avail to decode the number(s) that came to me, Leo did discuss some of the numbers and how they can be represented by Hebrew letters including "God the father" and "God the son".
Leo, because of the Choose Your Destiny gong, lent me the DVD and book "The Secret."
He told me I really need to write all this synchronistic stuff down.
28 April 2008
24 April 2008
4/24/2008 - Awake Song
While researching the Golden Number, PHI, and the Fibonacci sequence, I wanted to know if my music had PHI in it somehow as many of the “beautiful” songs in history reflect PHI by having a crescendo at 61.8% of the way thorough the song (61.8% is the golden ratio).
I chart every measure of my song “awake” and found that the coda (ending section that is a different signature and/or progression) is 55 measures long (10th Fibonacci Number).
Stemming from the word Coda (code) and Fibonacci, I stared analyzing the different aspects of the numbers and came up with a chart.
Found a set of numbers in the chart that jumped out at me (45th and 28th Fibonacci numbers) when condensed equaled what seemed like 3,8,9,11,17 and 34.
Original numbers = 113,490,317 and 317,811
Is it a list of lottery number like 34 was powerball? I got five tickets rotating all number through the powerball, did not win a $.01
I can email the spreadsheet in anyone is interested, just drop me an email and I will send it on.
I chart every measure of my song “awake” and found that the coda (ending section that is a different signature and/or progression) is 55 measures long (10th Fibonacci Number).
Stemming from the word Coda (code) and Fibonacci, I stared analyzing the different aspects of the numbers and came up with a chart.
Found a set of numbers in the chart that jumped out at me (45th and 28th Fibonacci numbers) when condensed equaled what seemed like 3,8,9,11,17 and 34.
Original numbers = 113,490,317 and 317,811
Is it a list of lottery number like 34 was powerball? I got five tickets rotating all number through the powerball, did not win a $.01
I can email the spreadsheet in anyone is interested, just drop me an email and I will send it on.
23 April 2008
4/23/2008 - Third Meditation - G3 + G4
GONG #3 + #4
I meditate in the same way and ask again for the Universe to help me find the path to a better existence for me, my family, humanity, earth and the Universe itself.
I finish and am sitting contemplating about everything and “Choose Your Destiny” pops into my head and another gong hits my heart. I again do not know what it means, but I know it is important.
I was researching Mysticism and came across a Crowley book describing the tree of life. In it, I cannot shake the significance of 15 in the tree of life which intersects 6 (beauty) and 2 (wisdom). Each representing the below items:
15 = Hebrew “Hey” = Horns/Energy/The Brain = ISIS = The Apostles
6 = Hebrew “Tav-Pey-Aleph-Hesh-Tav” = Rosy Cross = Ra = God the Son
2 = Hebrew “Chet-Kaph-Mem-Chet” = The Word (inner robe of glory) = ISIS (wisdom) = God the Father
The Brain makes me think of my headache. Isis is the fourth gong hit to the heart and at the time I did not know why Isis seemed so important.
Less than 5 minutes after the fourth gong hit, my cell phone rings. My wife is calling to tell me that a recruiter has called from Colorado Springs . I find this interesting as I have not made any attempt at this time to get ahold of recruiters or check into any opportunities. The man, named Steve, is from a recruiting company named ISYS!
I call back and he never returns my call. I have the feeling that he will not.
I meditate in the same way and ask again for the Universe to help me find the path to a better existence for me, my family, humanity, earth and the Universe itself.
I finish and am sitting contemplating about everything and “Choose Your Destiny” pops into my head and another gong hits my heart. I again do not know what it means, but I know it is important.
I was researching Mysticism and came across a Crowley book describing the tree of life. In it, I cannot shake the significance of 15 in the tree of life which intersects 6 (beauty) and 2 (wisdom). Each representing the below items:
15 = Hebrew “Hey” = Horns/Energy/The Brain = ISIS = The Apostles
6 = Hebrew “Tav-Pey-Aleph-Hesh-Tav” = Rosy Cross = Ra = God the Son
2 = Hebrew “Chet-Kaph-Mem-Chet” = The Word (inner robe of glory) = ISIS (wisdom) = God the Father
The Brain makes me think of my headache. Isis is the fourth gong hit to the heart and at the time I did not know why Isis seemed so important.
Less than 5 minutes after the fourth gong hit, my cell phone rings. My wife is calling to tell me that a recruiter has called from Colorado Springs . I find this interesting as I have not made any attempt at this time to get ahold of recruiters or check into any opportunities. The man, named Steve, is from a recruiting company named ISYS!
I call back and he never returns my call. I have the feeling that he will not.
22 April 2008
4/22/2008 - Second Meditation - G2
GONG #2
After thinking about the meditation, it is putting me into a conversation with the Universe/Cosmos/Creator/God.
I attempt the meditation at the same time of day as yesterday and ask again which path to take and that I need help to know where I am in life. This time I addressed the question to The Universe. I finished the meditation and then picked up a book I had been reading. I soon came across read this paraphrased:
Humans always choose the known over the unknown even if it meant certain death.
– 3 Million Days of Earth by D. Pisercia
This hit me hard almost as my heart was struck as a gong. The feeling was similar to when I had seen the star on the chair in church and Sidney had his breathing issues. I did not know why it seemed so pertinent and important. I had a meeting scheduled shortly after reading this passage with my new boss. We were to discuss the direction of the new department into which I was recently "moved." I scheduled this meeting to get answers from my new boss so that I understood the direction the department was going and how I could help build it up. He told me that they were making everyone reapply for their jobs and that all of us were to interview and hopefully be offered the new jobs. I was quite concerned about this as I was told that I was going to be a Project Manager working on implementations of new systems, but now it seemed that the direction of this department was changing. I asked him what would happen if I applied for the jobs, was interviewed and for whatever reason was not offered one of them. He said that they would have to let me go.
To me this was a sign that I must choose between the known and the unknown or that the known had now become the unknown. I was not sure exactly what was in store for me, but it was obvious that this was a much stronger response to my calls for help in the meditation.
That night, my wife and I discussed the urgent need to start looking for another job ASAP!
After thinking about the meditation, it is putting me into a conversation with the Universe/Cosmos/Creator/God.
I attempt the meditation at the same time of day as yesterday and ask again which path to take and that I need help to know where I am in life. This time I addressed the question to The Universe. I finished the meditation and then picked up a book I had been reading. I soon came across read this paraphrased:
Humans always choose the known over the unknown even if it meant certain death.
– 3 Million Days of Earth by D. Pisercia
This hit me hard almost as my heart was struck as a gong. The feeling was similar to when I had seen the star on the chair in church and Sidney had his breathing issues. I did not know why it seemed so pertinent and important. I had a meeting scheduled shortly after reading this passage with my new boss. We were to discuss the direction of the new department into which I was recently "moved." I scheduled this meeting to get answers from my new boss so that I understood the direction the department was going and how I could help build it up. He told me that they were making everyone reapply for their jobs and that all of us were to interview and hopefully be offered the new jobs. I was quite concerned about this as I was told that I was going to be a Project Manager working on implementations of new systems, but now it seemed that the direction of this department was changing. I asked him what would happen if I applied for the jobs, was interviewed and for whatever reason was not offered one of them. He said that they would have to let me go.
To me this was a sign that I must choose between the known and the unknown or that the known had now become the unknown. I was not sure exactly what was in store for me, but it was obvious that this was a much stronger response to my calls for help in the meditation.
That night, my wife and I discussed the urgent need to start looking for another job ASAP!
21 April 2008
4/21/2008 - First Meditation
During our trip to California I studies the material I collected from the museum.
The first pamphlet discussed creating a temple or sacred spot for yourself in the spiritual plane. I had built one years ago and visit it often during meditation and visualization exercises so I felt comfortable with this one.
The second discussed a form of group prayer that I had heard about from a friend who was away from his family for extended periods of time. He and his family would choose the same time during each day to read a predetermined passage in the bible and think about it together as a family. Although separated by many miles, the family was on the same spiritual thought and it helped them endure the separation.
This pamphlet discussed a group meditation practiced by the Order's members allowing them all to share energies on the spiritual plane. The offer assistance as a group of individuals pooling their positive energies into a single specific purpose.
I performed the meditation at the proper time and attempted to gain assistance from the group. Asked the group for help, stating that I am at a crossroads and need to know which direction to take, what path to follow to personal enlightenment.
The day proved to me normal and uneventful with nothing revealed.
The first pamphlet discussed creating a temple or sacred spot for yourself in the spiritual plane. I had built one years ago and visit it often during meditation and visualization exercises so I felt comfortable with this one.
The second discussed a form of group prayer that I had heard about from a friend who was away from his family for extended periods of time. He and his family would choose the same time during each day to read a predetermined passage in the bible and think about it together as a family. Although separated by many miles, the family was on the same spiritual thought and it helped them endure the separation.
This pamphlet discussed a group meditation practiced by the Order's members allowing them all to share energies on the spiritual plane. The offer assistance as a group of individuals pooling their positive energies into a single specific purpose.
I performed the meditation at the proper time and attempted to gain assistance from the group. Asked the group for help, stating that I am at a crossroads and need to know which direction to take, what path to follow to personal enlightenment.
The day proved to me normal and uneventful with nothing revealed.
18 April 2008
4/18/2008 - Craniosacral Therapy
The good friend of ours with which we are staying recommends her therapist who had previously cured her of chronic headaches. I meet with her and she says that I am too nice of a person to be dealing with this kind of pain for so long. She tells me that I have pelvis and birth separation problems. I am amazed as I did not tell her that one of my legs is half an inch longer than the other and I was yanked from my mother at birth and put into an incubator for a few days. Although the therapy was centering and she seemed a great person, the session provided no relief to my headache.
16 April 2008
4/16/2008 - Museum Visit
The trip to the museum was interesting, but seemed to be rushed and I was not able to concentrate on most of the content. We were able to visit the administrative office where I found a couple of pamphlets. They seem to be meditation techniques which intrigue me as I have been meditating since I was very young and am curious what their angle on it might be.
11 April 2008
4/11/2008 - Another Lunch with Leo
Good lunch to discuss everything I have been investigating. I ask him “In retrospect, what would you recommend to someone just starting out with the Order?”
He stated that it worked well for him to pay quarterly dues so that if you need a break, you can set a pace instead of doing annual membership. He also said, better than starting the teachings, one should visit their Museum in San Jose. I am interested because I am going to the Bay Area next week. I spend the weekend finding out information about it and find that there is a museum, library, planetarium and lots of gardens. I ask my wife, who planned this trip to bring our son to the area where she grew up, if we can make the time and she is pessimistic, but supportive.
He stated that it worked well for him to pay quarterly dues so that if you need a break, you can set a pace instead of doing annual membership. He also said, better than starting the teachings, one should visit their Museum in San Jose. I am interested because I am going to the Bay Area next week. I spend the weekend finding out information about it and find that there is a museum, library, planetarium and lots of gardens. I ask my wife, who planned this trip to bring our son to the area where she grew up, if we can make the time and she is pessimistic, but supportive.
06 April 2008
4/06/2008 - Sidney and the Star - G1
GONG #1
Note on gongs – I have noticed at times when the synchronicity is so unmistakable that you cannot discount that there is something deeper and more universal going on. The east calls this energy the Tao. I call it the Universe. Others may call it the power of God or the Holy Spirit. When I put a post with a title ending in G#, it is the number of consecutive synchronicities since realizing this power of synchronicity.
While sitting in church, thinking about how Jesus healed the sick and performed miracles and how during my research, I found that some believe that he was an adept taught in esoteric ways of healing and majik from ancient Hebrew and Egyptian scholars. It got me to thinking about how PHI, the golden proportion represented by the Fibonacci sequence, is represented in the pentagram, and how the pentagram and star were used in early Christianity on the cross to represent the five wounds of Christ. As I said, I was thinking about Christ healing people and the star and at the same moment that I saw a small star that was hardly visible on a chair at the far end of the church on the altar. Also at the same moment I hear a gasping wheezing from behind me. Sidney and older gentleman in the congregation had passed out and was grunting and groaning. I ran back to take his pulse and helped carry him out of the pew into the chair. He ended up suffering from severe dehydration and was fine, but the whole even with the star and the healing powers of Jesus was synchronistic with my thoughts at the time.
Note on gongs – I have noticed at times when the synchronicity is so unmistakable that you cannot discount that there is something deeper and more universal going on. The east calls this energy the Tao. I call it the Universe. Others may call it the power of God or the Holy Spirit. When I put a post with a title ending in G#, it is the number of consecutive synchronicities since realizing this power of synchronicity.
While sitting in church, thinking about how Jesus healed the sick and performed miracles and how during my research, I found that some believe that he was an adept taught in esoteric ways of healing and majik from ancient Hebrew and Egyptian scholars. It got me to thinking about how PHI, the golden proportion represented by the Fibonacci sequence, is represented in the pentagram, and how the pentagram and star were used in early Christianity on the cross to represent the five wounds of Christ. As I said, I was thinking about Christ healing people and the star and at the same moment that I saw a small star that was hardly visible on a chair at the far end of the church on the altar. Also at the same moment I hear a gasping wheezing from behind me. Sidney and older gentleman in the congregation had passed out and was grunting and groaning. I ran back to take his pulse and helped carry him out of the pew into the chair. He ended up suffering from severe dehydration and was fine, but the whole even with the star and the healing powers of Jesus was synchronistic with my thoughts at the time.
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